Friday, February 27, 2009

hard to believe

A year ago today the Lord took my Pops to be with Him in Heaven for eternity. I can't believe that it's already been a year. It's weird how life keeps going on and becomes the new normal. I can't believe its been a year since I have seen him and talked to him. I loved being able to pick up the phone and call my pops, if you were having a crappy day he was the one to call. Yes, even as he was laying there on his death bed he would pick up his cell phone and make you laugh. I miss that. I miss not being able to take care of him and massage his legs and feet with no toes and hearing him call me his "nurse angel". I could go on and on about the things I miss about my pops but the one thing that is hitting me hard is that he won't be there to see the birth of his first great grandchild. He loved being a grandpa and was the best and I know how he so couldn't wait to be a great grandpa. I pray that he will get a glimpse of it from Heaven. We will make sure our baby knows all about Pops, he was a special man and I feel so blessed that I got to call him grandpa for 22 years. Love you Pops and will miss you until the day we meet again in Heaven...






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