My precious grandma is not is good shape at all. I know the Lord is preparing a place for her in Heaven and I am soaking up all the time I can with her. If I could, I would sit with her all day and take care of her every need. I want to bless her like she has blessed my life. The only way I know how is to pour out my love on her, comfort her and pray the Jesus will meet her where she is at and meet all the needs that is not humanly possible. Tears are rolling down my cheeks as I look back on all the sweet memories we have shared. Oh how I would love to go back and relive some of them. But instead I will move ahead, thankful for what I have had and cling tight to those memories. God has great things in store and I am confident that He will heal this hurt that is in my heart and one day these tears will turn into smiles when I look back at what I'm going through today.
God is faithful! He always has been and always will be! I keep reminding myself of that saying.."If God brings us to it, He IS going to get us through it." I believe that with all of my heart. Just because things don't always go as we have planned, doesn't mean that God isn't paying attention or He doesn't care. One day when our day comes and we stand before the Lord it will all make sense. I am confident of this. But for now, it's time to press on and live a life that is sold out for Jesus. I want to be like my grandpa leave a legacy just like he has...
the light of his life
A Sunday afternoon bbq by the pool
So blessed to be loved by them
Life each day with no regrets,
you never know when it will be your last.